Monday, January 28, 2008

New life, new blog, new world

Hi Hi,

I've determined that I can't write everything I want to in my Open Diary cos the man-who-will-be-my-EX-husband (as soon as I get the paperwork filed) reads that and I don't want to hurt him more than I already have done. The OD will probably still remain my main blog and if you're reading this you're welcome to read that as well (Briarose at www.opendiary.com) just keep in mind that this blog doesn't exist there...

Backstory (the quick version): Instead of moving to Oregon and starting over from scratch at the first of the year (for no good reason other than to be 'not here') I kicked the husband out just before Christmas and have spent the past month and a bit trying to figure out who I am and what I want.

Is an interesting journey - I've reached some conclusions and determined that I'm much happier without him (although he and I are closer to being friends than we've been in ages).

I've got many more questions to answer and concepts to figure out - but I'm reasonably certain that is the nature of life, so that's okay.

Is noon and time to start some semblance of a day I spose. I took today off work to recover from the super-stressful past 2 weeks wherein I was finalizing the details for our Winter Party that was on Saturday (party went really well and I won $200!).

Off to the gym (in my new gym pants that are a normal size XL, not a 'Women's' size or anything :), then to the yarn shoppe, then back home to clean up the mess that accumulated in my 2 weeks of hell at work.